Wednesday, May 25, 2011

Monday, May 23, 2011

home to

My home. A story about my home sweet home. And I wish one fine day Adib and my future kids will read this story.
My early life with lovely hubby started with a called-a-flat house at Greenwood. It was so called home sweet home even that was not a dream house. But I must say, it was all beautiful memories grown up together. The place where my tummy get bigger, the place we celebrate your first birthday Adib. When Adib started grew up, me and hubby decide to rent new house, for your information kid, we tried to provide and give u a better place to live even we cannot buy a so-called-dream-house.
Me and hubby went out to find a place/house to move with. And luckily, we found this house, the house we live now. It is landed rent house, with 3 bedrooms and 2 bathroom, a bigger kitchen than before and a own porch. But still we live in village area, may be its comfortable to me and hubby. We painted our house with soft, very soft pink and purple. So lovely for me. Adib grew up most in this house. From 1yr and 10m till now, adib now is 5y and 5m and 15d. This the house you know your ABC, you know 123, the place you know how to read, a place where you have your own room to play. This is the place where I put our pictures in frames, where you,me and papa can see we always been together, and me, love to see our freeze memories together. The place we watching our favourite movie together, the place when we share our broken heart, our happy things, a place we hugs each other cried out loud. This is the place where we talks and sharing memories with frens, a place to cook for our favvy. This is the place. And even this is not our permanent place, but we have to know, we have a place to live. And no matter where we live, I really really want to be with all of you, and be with my hubby even the hair get grey or white, and even we are 99 years old! No matter we live,just be lucky and grateful.

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

Times and the Providence of God⁠

Our world is full of difficulties.

Losing one’s job, investment or someone who’s close to heart. The pain of delivering a baby. Stressful work environment. Strained relationships. Rebellious and difficult children.

And as long as we’re still in this world, unfortunately no one is able to escape this reality.

Another reality is, everyone responds differently to difficult times (or moments, or a particular phase in life).

There are those who, upon experiencing a disaster or a suffering or any sorts of discomfort, will start to curse and resent life (or worse, resent ‘everyone’ around)

And there are those who ‘manage’ to stand firm amidst the struggles. The journey for these people may be bitter, painful and difficult, but somehow they, sail through it all.

But I know :

- Difficult times are temporary

There will be a day when we look back and see the incident as part of our life’s ‘history’. And hence, we should not react or respond to temporary incidents as if they will take place forever.

- Applying what we ‘know’ only when we ‘experience’

We know the theory of ‘handling a crying baby’ from books, but we’ll only truly know ‘what it’s like’ and ‘how’ we should calm one WHEN we hold one screaming baby in our hands.

We may ‘know’ about God’s word and His promises, but we’ll only apply what we know (how God will always be with us, etc) and see the amazing providence of God WHEN we actually experience difficulties.

- God is always with us, regardless of our situation
HE is with us and never leaves us whether we’re promoted or demoted, whether we’re up and happy, or down and sad.

Let’s put our hope and trust in an unchanging and eternal ONE.

~for I know I’m one of those ‘weak’ ones~

Sunday, May 15, 2011

Glory Glory Man United

That was an awesome night last night when our favourite team ever, Man United clinched record for 19th.
I am so proud to be die hard fan ever of Man United.
Yes, my family as well, they are trully die hard fan of MU, i bet my abah, uncles, cousin and hubby as well were so happy.
I was growing up with this team, when i still rememberr, my abah and uncle watch their favvy team on TV 1 and TV3. and now enjoying their matches on Astro. And me so lucky, coz my hubby Red Devils either. Lucky me, and I WILL NEVER WALK ALONE to THE GUNNERS in THE BLUES!


Saturday, May 14, 2011

A boy in my house

He's a boy in my house - and Ben 10 shoes.
Papers everywhere with various Ben 10.
He's a Lightning Mc Queen (he's a racer) and Thomas the Train,
He's a superman and Batman to save people.
He has cars on his shirts and Ben 10 again on his hat.
He has a glove and a ball and set of golf.
He has a dirt on a face and a smudge on a nose;
Grass stains on knees and sand between toes.
He has a bathtime at night with body to scrub,
He smiles and laughts and sometimes grumps.
His odors most icky and more yucky things than I'll ever get clean.
Cars and trains and books about trucks
Books everywhere,down with all his name.
Big Chill, Brainstorm, Echo Echo, Four Arms, Humungousaur
Sometimes he is a bug, and sometimes a frog,
Sometimes he is a lion, or dino, or cat.
He's running and climbing and jumping and falling
And laughing and crying and hugging and brawling
And rolling and losing and finding and creeping
And whining and stealing and sometimes sleeping.
There's love in my house shaped like a little boy.

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Wednesday, May 11, 2011

social media. Keeping in Touch

I find it is so amazing how, especially today, people from different parts of a city, a country or the world can stay in touch easily.
Facebook eg : from any style, type, culture and life style of millions and the way people stay connected! - amazing

Me, personally use the media to reach out to more people that the otherwise am not able to reach and know. To share daily thoughts and happening, what people bought also we can know easily..hikhik...ton encourage and not to ..
As for my self, I have a few ways : /zurazubir

Add me okay!

ajal dan maut

Sesungguhnya ajal dan maut di tangan Allah...
Saya dapat sms dari ma saya pada subuh tadi, mengatakan bahawa, 2pupu aka kawan aka adik saya Salma telah meninggalkan dunia ini...dan kembali ke alam fana.
Saya rasa dalam 10 minit saya termenung, mengingatkan kembali semasa kami bermain bersama,teringat keadaan di hari perkahwinan saya, teringat sewaktu saya memeluk arwah semasa ibunya pergi di jemput Allah...saya menangis..
Saya rasakan betapa rugi kehidupan saya, mensia siakan keakraban saya dan dia..yang semakin lama semakin renggang. Saya meratap, betapa rugi kehidupan saya, kehilangan seorang saudara, jiran dan seperti adik yang dulunya..yang sentiasa menghulur tangan apabila di minta pertolongan. Ruginya saya, apabila saya sedar, saya telah kehilangan seorang saudara, sepupu, kawan dan adik..yang sangat baik....
Meninggalkan seorang suami..di waktu usia perkahwinan masih muda...
Saya masih ingat sewaktu kecil bermain ting ting di tepi rumah Arwah, makan belimbing, sbb rumah arwah ada pokok belimbing, dulu sewaktu saya masih belajar, saya x pernah lupa akan pergi melepak rumah arwah...menyembang bersama sepupu2 kami yang lain.
Rugi kan saya...
Yang pergi tetap pergi...saya hanya mampu bordoa...semoga arwah ditempatkan di kalangan orang yang beriman...semasa entry ni di tulis, satu persatu ingatan saya bersama arwah muncul.. fatihah..

Sunday, May 8, 2011


My Dearest mum,
Thank you for sleepless nights, for being calm, for all your fights and for all your grace.
My love for you....eternity ma...

To all beautiful mommies out there...Happy Mother's Day..

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