Wednesday, March 16, 2011

Air mata untuk abah

Pelik. Sedih. Takut. Semua ada. Semuanya saya pikir.
Pagi tadi my mum sent me a message sound like this 'kak long,abah kat hospital,malam tadi dalam pukul 12 ma bawak abah pergi hospital sbb abah sakit dada and susah nak bernafas.'
I was like.....????? Abah sakit? At that time i felt like kebas satu badan and at that time i was in training room and i can go out from the session. With the excuses to go to ladies..i called my mum and asked what happened and how's abah at that time. My mum said abah so weak and only just can lay on bed with the pale face.
Abah as we know as i know, he's a very hardworking plus he always doing his 'kerja rumah' - bersih area rumah,sapu sampah...macam macam la...
And now abah tak sihat...ayat yang memang saya susah nak dengar...rasanya for 31 years with abah berapa kali je abah demam...itu pun abah still buat kerja and go to work. I keep callling my mum and even cannot speak with my abah..really want to hear his voice. After lunch i tried to call my mum again and asked how was abah doing? My mum just cried and i was so....what happened? Abah okay ke? Jangan la nangis..i told mum...then i asked my mum to aler to her phone because i will keep texting her or calling her.
During lunch hour...i got so many messages from my families and friends who asking about my abah and asked me to be 'bersabar'....a big thank you to all of you.
Guess i can go to my hometown today..but there are a few things have to be settled and my mum said abah also okay...so we decided to go back to abah at Friday.
So malam tadi i called my mum and wanna try to talk with abah...as usual i will never forget to talk and tanya khabar abah...so...i felt like ...something...m mum said..abah sleep...so then i hang up the phone and cried. Abah sleep!!! Abah who always sleep late nite..watching tv and berita...or baca surat khabar...a fee hour later...i called again and wish and hope i can speak with abah...abah on the phone...the conversation with all my tears...even i know i cant speak clearly
Me : abahhh....
Abah : kaklong jangan nangis...abah sihat...
Me : abah dah makan?
Abah : abah tak lalu, abah minum susu je
Me : abah suruh la ma masak apa abah nak makan...
Abah : abah x lalu la long
Me : *crying*
Abah : *no word*
Me : abah rehat la...
Abah : kaklong sihat?
Me : *abah sempat lagi tanya pasal saya*
Me : sihat abah...
Abah : okay la...abah nak rehat...

I can't stop crying....

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1 comment:

Shahnon said...

Remember to be strong.. Your strength is his strength.. Insyaallah he'll be ok.. Maybe he needs some time off from the workload that he's been doing..
Our prayers are with him..

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